so first day back to school. my mind os racing. i took two adderall this morning. so if any of you take it or know of what it does. i was completely anxious. but it helps me focus! and i’m still on vicodin for my mouth and they def highten each others effects. i was sweating in a freezing room at one point. i have so much to make up. i missed nearly three weeks. i normally dont ever miss...
got a stoned today. had a really bad eating day.
whenver i think things are going good. everything falls apart. my parents just made me cry for hours. i feel broken ..
i want to do it for the amazing clothes i will be able to wear. my weight and gross body has kept me from doing SO much in my life. i dont want to be 20,30,40 and on and saying that. its my biggest fear.